The Waiting

Confined in a lonely, without you ..
In the rain strom that scared me .. 
nobody is holding me here ..
You're far away there, with her .. 
and I , just sitting on my couch at home, with quiet ..

I count the raindrops falling outside from my window ..
It wasn't counted as same as I love you .. 

Mused  to myself as I saw the rain ..
thinking of you ..
Are you thinking of me too ??
or ... have anyone take my place in your mind ??
and ... do you still love me right now and forever ???

Can you explain it to me, please ??
I'm not afraid of your answer
I just wait for the truth to speak out .. 

Who Have Been Hurt

The rain was only represents the tears which had saved a lot of stories and secrets .. about happiness and sadness in the story of my life .. 
Include about you, the person who have been ever in this heart ..
Who brought a lot of memories, and also injured ..
You scratch the beautiful paintings, but also carve a deep wound which still can't be heal until now ..
Somehow I've fallen in love with you, even though I know you didn't for me ..
but, as I know, I learned the meaning of true love, even you aren't my love ..
you're just someone who is just passing in my life .. 
And it's not you at the end, I mean you're not a person who holds a major role in my love story ..
At first, I thought you would hold that role until forever, but it was two short years and then you'd gone ..
after that, we seemed never know each other .. sometimes I wish I could go back to that time .. but it always makes me feel hurt and hurt when I think about you .. 
But now, our story had changed, we have our own story .. You started your new page of your story with her, and I'm finally found my prince charming .. 
And I'm very happy with my own love story right now .. there's nothing that I would change ..
I hope what's the best for you ..
and thankyou for the memories .. someday you will find it in your trash, because right now I'm in progress to forget everything about you ..
Good luck , and good bye ..