Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Love Letter

23th November 2011

My love ..
I write this letter especially for you, Yoseph Riyan ..

Did you remember the first time we meet ?
When your eyes stared into my eyes, my heart beats faster than usually ..
I don't know why, but i think i'm falling in love with you ..
Then someday you said you love me too ..
And now you're mine , and i'm yours ..
Sometimes there is simple complication and misunderstand between us ..
But my love for you never change ..
You always make me smile and laugh everyday ..
You treat me like i'm your princess ..
I'm very happy and feel like i'm the luckiest girl in the world ..
Be with you everyday is flawless ..
But now the distance separate us ..
You said that the distance won't break our love, if we still keep our love ..  
My love .. i'm afraid of losing you ..
Will you promise me to always standing here beside me ?
I shuold've known from the start that you're the missing piece of my heart ..
I'm so glad i found you ..
I'm not gonna lose you ..
I will stay here with you ..
Nothing's gonna stop us now ..
You are one of my dreams that come true ..
Thanks for coming to my life ..
Thanks for fill my days with all your love ..
Thank you Yoseph Riyan, you have changed everything in my life and gave back my strength to make a brand new life ..

Hope you know how much i love you and miss you ..
Wish you were here beside me, my love ..

with love ,
Tammy


Sunday, November 13, 2011

Enchanted 2

This story began in 14 November 2010 ..
The first time I really understand what is meant "true love" 
Someone had opened my eyes and make me realize that he is the one I needed most ..

At first , I never know that I will fall for him ..
but God always have a good plan
God gave him to me when I felt that no one cares and loves me 
because someone already break my heart into pieces ..
then he try to fix my heart and heal it with all his love 
And that's why I fell in love with him ..
Day by day we through it together ..
and it's never always flawless

Sometimes there is simple complication and miss understanding between us ..
and sometimes we get a conflict ..
when we get a conflict my heart feel hurt ..
but I know that is the test for us to be more mature ..

But my love never change .. and I still love him ..

Sometimes I get jealous because I feel the girls around him try to take him from me ...
but he always try to make me believe there's no one can take his heart from me ..

And I believe if he really loves me, he'll never leave me ..
I want he is always holding me and says "I will never let you go, please stay here by my side"

He makes me smile and laugh by bring the rainbow to my life..
but sometimes I have to cry in my sleep because he bring the cloudy day to my life ..
It doesn't matter to me ..
I will always love him ..

And now look how far we've come ..

Tomorrow is 14 November 2011 
1 year along with you 
Everybody says that we are perfect couple ..
and I said "Yes, we are" with a big smile in my face
That's mean I'm proud to have you in my life
I'm proud to be your girl 

I hope this is just the beginning of our love story 
and I hope our story is never ending 

With you, my life is complete 
you have filled the big hole in my heart 
I shuold've known from the start that you're the missing piece of my heart ..
And now I found it ..
I found YOU ..

Promise me that you'll never leave me..
Promise me that you'll always standing beside me in every situations..
Promise me that you'll never break my heart..
Promise me that you'll always keep me in your heart..

Thanks for coming to my life..
Thanks for fill my days with all your love..
Thanks for always beside me and hold me in your heart..
Thanks for your warmth when your arms hold me tight..
Thanks for all you have done for me..

Because now you are the part of my life ..
Thankyou soo much my love :*



Enchanted

I don't know why ...
I don't know how ...
I can fall in love with him
because , when I know that boy *my last crush* has a new girlfriend
I swear I didn't want to fall in love with other person again
but , 1 month later
he comes into my life and changes everything
he makes me forget everything about him and gives me strength to move on
so, this is the story .................................

actually , I know him when I was in seventh grade junior high school
but , we never chat or say hello at school
and because he isn't my classmate

2 years past , 
I spend that time to catch that boy , but I never did ..
all I did for that boy is useless

now , I'm in ninth grade
and he is myclassmate
the miracle comes
we were so close and spend time together
and suddenly ..
I fell in love with him
but I didn't realize he felt the same way too

I ever thought , I'll broken heart again

but ................
at 14 November 2010
he says to me that he has a special feelings to me
and I told him that I feel the same way too

I feel like I'm flying 
the cupids was shoot my heart with they arrows
I FALL IN LOVE AGAIN !!!!!!!

at first , I scared I wll broken heart again
but I trust him that he'll never break my heart  
and I promise him I'll never leave him alone , I won't break his heart too

now , look how far we've come
2 months and we through everydays together 

thank you soo much to Riyan Joseph who can changes everything in my life and give me back my strength to make a brand new life 
I always love you :*

thank you soo much to my God who give Riyan into my life ...........