The Waiting

Confined in a lonely, without you ..
In the rain strom that scared me .. 
nobody is holding me here ..
You're far away there, with her .. 
and I , just sitting on my couch at home, with quiet ..

I count the raindrops falling outside from my window ..
It wasn't counted as same as I love you .. 

Mused  to myself as I saw the rain ..
thinking of you ..
Are you thinking of me too ??
or ... have anyone take my place in your mind ??
and ... do you still love me right now and forever ???

Can you explain it to me, please ??
I'm not afraid of your answer
I just wait for the truth to speak out .. 

Who Have Been Hurt

The rain was only represents the tears which had saved a lot of stories and secrets .. about happiness and sadness in the story of my life .. 
Include about you, the person who have been ever in this heart ..
Who brought a lot of memories, and also injured ..
You scratch the beautiful paintings, but also carve a deep wound which still can't be heal until now ..
Somehow I've fallen in love with you, even though I know you didn't for me ..
but, as I know, I learned the meaning of true love, even you aren't my love ..
you're just someone who is just passing in my life .. 
And it's not you at the end, I mean you're not a person who holds a major role in my love story ..
At first, I thought you would hold that role until forever, but it was two short years and then you'd gone ..
after that, we seemed never know each other .. sometimes I wish I could go back to that time .. but it always makes me feel hurt and hurt when I think about you .. 
But now, our story had changed, we have our own story .. You started your new page of your story with her, and I'm finally found my prince charming .. 
And I'm very happy with my own love story right now .. there's nothing that I would change ..
I hope what's the best for you ..
and thankyou for the memories .. someday you will find it in your trash, because right now I'm in progress to forget everything about you ..
Good luck , and good bye .. 

 

My Quotes ...

• In changing world, you can trust God's unchanging Word.

• When you grasp, you lose. When you give to God, you gain.

• Don't just spend time; invest it.

• Perseverance makes the difference betwen failure and success.

• Failure is never final for those who begin again with God.

• When life is filled with shadows, face the sunshine of God's love.

• Keep your eyes on the Lord -- He never takes His eyes from you.

• Faith sees things that are out of sight.

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Damn!

oh my God ...
someone has stalk my blog and post something ..

and I want to say sorry to you, it's really not me ..
I will not ever to post that blog even if I angry to you...

I know you will angry to me ...
but I will keep begging you to apologize my fault..
I know I shouldn't give my password to anyone, but in the beginning I don't know it will be like this...
you should distrusful about that post, because I never write my blog with Indonesian...

please ..
I'm so sorry ..
I still love you ..
I still keep our promises ...
please belive me ..

Honestly ...

Dear Yoseph Riyan ..

Honestly ..
You're not my first love,
but you're my last love ..
and my love for you will be last forever ..
Don't be mad , don't be jealous

I will tell you something ..
it's about my heart ..

You know my first love is him, not you ..
Honestly, I can't forget him
but I try as hard as i can do to forget him
because i know you are more precious than him

I realized he must gone from my life
He doesn't mean anything to me
He never love me like you do

but with you .. I know the meaning of true love
You opened my eyes to realize i have to move on

and now ..
I had amazing experience with you
day by days i feel more falling in love with you
Although you're not my first love, but being my last love is more special than being my first love

Guess why ??

Because being my last love will never be replace by anyone else ..

Believe me, my heart is just for you .. my last love ..
not for my first love ..
and I will love you yesterday, today, tomorrow, and .. forever ..

Love you most my last love ..

Sincere ,
the girl who love you more than any girl do